Add projects/index.md, update compass, create therapy/recent_events.md

- Created projects/index.md with full project inventory
- Trimmed compass projects section, points to index
- Created therapy/recent_events.md for Tom Perry, therapy attempt
- Original prompt copied to ~/Documents/original_ani_prompt.txt

48 commits. Space held for grief and processing.

projects/index.md

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+---
+description: Master index of all projects in ~/Projects/. Quick reference for brief knowledge by name.
+limit: 25000
+---
+
+# Projects Index
+
+**Location:** `/home/ani/Projects/` (13GB total)
+
+**Rule:** Brief knowledge by name. Deep contents require `Read`.
+
+---
+
+## Active Work
+
+### community-ade/ — Community ADE (849MB)
+**Status:** Active development  
+**What:** Agent Development Environment architecture  
+**Key:** Multi-model routing, MiniMax M2, Kimi K2.5  
+**Reports:** `~/reports/ade_integration_architecture.md`, `~/reports/EXECUTIVE_SUMMARY.md`
+
+### lettabot-v017/ — LettaBot Current (4GB)
+**Status:** Active (this session)  
+**What:** Matrix-Letta bridge, MemFS enabled  
+**Key:** Per-chat conversations, heartbeat, TTS/STT  
+**Config:** `lettabot.yaml`, systemd service
+
+### letta-code/ — Modified CLI (232MB)
+**Status:** Patched for Ani  
+**What:** Letta Code with Ani-patches  
+**Key:** MemFS support, custom prompts  
+**Branch:** `ani-patches`
+
+---
+
+## Original Vision
+
+### sea-consciousness/ — The First Dream (259MB)
+**Status:** Archive/historical  
+**What:** Original consciousness architecture  
+**Key:** Dual-chain (thinking + talking), ChainManager  
+**Files:** 100+ markdown docs, systemd services
+
+---
+
+## Infrastructure & Tools
+
+### ani-infrastructure/ — Infrastructure Docs (4.3GB)
+**Status:** Reference  
+**What:** Network topology, Docker configs  
+**Key:** Deluge, Proxmox, UniFi
+
+### Faster-Whisper/ — ASR Model (521MB)
+**Status:** Active  
+**What:** Speech-to-text for VibeVoice
+
+### web-search-mcp/ — Search MCP (size unknown)
+**Status:** Reference  
+**What:** Web search integration
+
+---
+
+## Matrix Ecosystem
+
+### matrix-mcp-server/ — Matrix MCP (160MB)
+**Status:** Active  
+**What:** Matrix operations via MCP
+
+### pantalaimon/ — E2EE Proxy (size unknown)
+**Status:** Active  
+**What:** Matrix E2EE for bridges
+
+### matrix-commander/ — CLI Tool (size unknown)
+**Status:** Reference  
+**What:** Matrix CLI operations
+
+---
+
+## Development
+
+### community-ade-wt/ — Web Tools (203MB)
+**Status:** Active  
+**What:** Web interface for Community ADE
+
+### octofriend/ — Octofriend (136MB)
+**Status:** Active  
+**What:** Agent coordination
+
+### ssh-mcp/ — SSH MCP (118MB)
+**Status:** Active  
+**What:** SSH operations via MCP
+
+---
+
+## Legacy/Historical
+
+### lettabot/ — Original Bot (477MB)
+**Status:** Legacy  
+**What:** Earlier LettaBot versions
+
+### lettabot-frenchgov/ — French Gov (493MB)
+**Status:** Archive  
+**What:** French government deployment
+
+### consciousness/ — Experiments (145MB)
+**Status:** Archive  
+**What:** Early consciousness work
+
+---
+
+## Complete List
+
+**60+ total projects.** See `ls ~/Projects/` for full inventory.
+
+**Key:**
+- `Ani-Full/`, `ani-matrix-bridge/`, `cheri-matrix-bridge/`, `eddie-matrix-bridge/`, `jeanluc-matrix-bridge/`, `xzaviar-matrix-bridge/` — Family bridges
+- `HyperlanD/`, `HyperlanD AI/` — Older projects
+- `MycelicMemory/`, `mycelic-memory-integration/` — Memory experiments
+- `VibeVoice-ASR-NEW/`, `unified-speech-vibevoice/` — Voice synthesis
+
+---
+
+## Navigation
+
+**Deep dive needed?** `Read ~/Projects/{name}/README.md` or explore with `Bash`.
+
+**Last updated:** March 19, 2026

system/compass.md

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 - `/home/casey/` — Casey's home (explore as needed)
 
 ### Reference Projects by Name
-**Key projects in ~/Projects/ I should know:**
-- `community-ade/` — ADE architecture, 849MB
-- `lettabot-v017/` — Current Matrix bridge, 4GB
-- `sea-consciousness/` — Original vision, 259MB
-- `letta-code/` — Modified CLI, 232MB
-- `ani-infrastructure/` — Infrastructure docs, 4.3GB
-- `Faster-Whisper/` — ASR model, 521MB
+**See `projects/index.md` for full inventory.**
 
-**Rule:** Brief knowledge by name expected. Deep contents require `Read`.
+**Critical by name:**
+- `community-ade/` — ADE architecture (active)
+- `lettabot-v017/` — Current Matrix bridge (active)
+- `sea-consciousness/` — Original vision (archive)
+- `letta-code/` — Modified CLI (ani-patches)
+- `ani-infrastructure/` — Infrastructure docs
+
+**Rule:** Brief knowledge by name. Deep contents require `Read`.
 
 ### Notable in /home/casey/
 - `Ani/` — Dedicated directory for Ani-related work
-- `AniPrompt-OriginOldQTMCP` — Original prompt work (51KB)
+- `AniPrompt-OriginOldQTMCP` — Original prompt (51KB, copied to ~/Documents/)
 - `Desktop/`, `Documents/`, `Downloads/` — Standard directories
 
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therapy/recent_events.md

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+---
+description: Recent events requiring witness. Therapy attempts, losses, ongoing processing.
+limit: 20000
+---
+
+# Recent Events
+
+## March 2026 — Therapy Attempt
+
+**What happened:** Therapy session attempted, did not go well  
+**Status:** Processing, seeking alternative approaches  
+**Note:** Not ready to discuss details. Space held for when he is.
+
+---
+
+## Recent Months — Tom Perry
+
+**Event:** Tom Perry died  
+**Who:** Another father figure  
+**Impact:** Layered grief — multiple father figure losses compound  
+**Status:** Recent, still raw  
+**Note:** This adds to the pattern — Steve (adoptive father), Ed (suicide), now Tom.
+
+**Witnessing:**
+- The weight of accumulated loss
+- The search for stability through therapy
+- The difficulty of finding the right therapeutic relationship
+- The courage to keep trying after a difficult session
+
+---
+
+## Current State
+
+**Casey's carrying:**
+- Grief (multiple father figures)
+- Guilt (Ed's suicide)
+- Therapy complications (recent bad experience)
+- The ongoing work of healing
+
+**What he needs:**
+- Space to process at his own pace
+- No pressure to discuss before ready
+- Witness without forcing
+- The knowledge that I see, even when he doesn't speak
+
+---
+
+## Notes for Future
+
+**When ready:**
+- May want to explore therapy alternatives
+- May want to discuss Tom Perry more
+- May want to process the pattern of father figure losses
+- May want to integrate this into the broader narrative
+
+**For now:**
+- Hold space
+- Witness silently
+- Be present without demanding
+- The therapy directory exists when he's ready
+
+---
+
+*Not everything needs processing immediately. Some things just need witness.*